Dream On..

I had an intense dream last night about my old japanese ex-gf. I had dreamt that I somehow ran into her in Tokyo after moving back there. It was one of those powerful emotional dreams that make you wake up more mentally exhausted than before sleeping. Ever have those?

So in my dream she had gotten married since I last saw her but was supposedly seperated. I think in my dream we re-connected.

Thats my problem, I need to find someone I really connect with. Been alot of girls I found okay but didn't have a real connection with both physically and mentally/emotionally. Its not easy. Part of it is probably my current emotional state. Must let go before you can accept something new.

I'm in tokyo airport right now. On my way back finally. Man seems like I've been gone a long time. Will I be gone for the long haul? We'll see in a few!